It is 6am.  I don’t have to be up but pre- dawn my brain switched itself on without warning.  I have two scans lined up in Southampton.  The first of these tomorrow is a special CT PET scan which involves my being injected with radioactive glucose.  I am to starve for six hours tomorrow and have to rest all day today.  This is a contrast with my gradual ability to increase my activities over the past couple of weeks now that the pain has receded.  I feel frustrated that I am once more housebound, that I have to undergo invasive treatment tomorrow. Because of the contaminant in my system I won’t be allowed near pregnant women or babies but what effect will this have on me?  There is an MRI scan next Wednesday followed by a hospital appointment to see the cancer specialist the following day.
Outside autumn is making its presence felt.  There is a distinct chill in the Northerly wind.  The swimming season is coming to an end soon.  Will I be able to take it up again next spring?  I struggle to accept the dramatic changes to my lifestyle.
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