A bad night thanks to the steroid.  I was awake for hours thinking about the future.  Yesterday I met a colleague in the suite.  She has had two successive treatments for breast cancer but the tumour has grown back so she has to endure a third cycle with a new drug.  Her hair had recovered, but she has now lost it all again.  I look at her and I wonder if I could cope with the idea of even more Chemo..I just pray that won’t happen to me, but I can’t help but feel it is all out of my hands and I have to surrender to whatever will be.  I can stay positive and believe in a good outcome, but deep down I know nothing is certain.  It is a frightening thought.
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