Post 53: 15th December

A bad night thanks to the steroid. I was awake for hours thinking about the future. Yesterday I met a colleague in the suite. She has had two successive treatments for breast cancer but the tumour has grown back so she has to endure a third cycle with a new drug. Her hair had recovered, but she has now lost it all again. I look at her and I wonder if I could cope with the idea of even more Chemo..I just pray that won’t happen to me, but I can’t help but feel it is all out of my hands and I have to surrender to whatever will be. I can stay positive and believe in a good outcome, but deep down I know nothing is certain. It is a frightening thought.

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