A very frightening dream again last night. I have to make a long arduous trip several times to complete a really important task. Each journey involves traveling through a small enclosed and very dark tunnel. I don’t mind reaching the destination and am relieved, but I dread going through the tunnel. It makes me feel claustrophobic and frightened. It encloses me to the point where I can hardly breathe. We move through it on some kind of train, really slowly and I feel as if the walls are shutting me in. I have a strong urge to get away. I know that I can’t reach the destination without going through the tunnel. The meaning of the dream is immediately obvious to me when I wake up. The journey represents my Chemo treatments. Though I am reasonably confident of the end result the process is a nightmare.
Daniel drives us into Ryde and we take him out for his ‘birthday’ lunch albeit a few days late. We have a walk around the harbour first and then go on to an authentic Northern Italian restaurant, Michelangelo. The food is delicious..we share starters and desert, but manage a main course each. I try the Gnocchi Pomadoro, which is lovely, Chris goes for a chicken dish and Dan has a Giovanni Pizza.
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